Sometimes you want something, you get something else. Sometimes you make your peace with something, and then something else appears. What do I want? I want the best bit of this and the best bit of that. That apparently is too much to ask for. But then as I say, what is life without an impossible dream?
Is it okay to want to earn money so that you can enjoy the things you like? Is it okay to pursue your dream but in a roundabout way? Is it okay to like so many different things in life? Is it okay to compromise now so that later things work out? Is it okay to be confused?